Monday, April 09, 2007

We only said goodbye with words

Hmm, what does it mean (other than the obvious: I Am A Freak) that I spent most of Saturday thinking, "I will never be in a relationship again"?

Oh, and I blew off a social engagement with my most recent ex that evening. If you can call six years ago "recent."

Revision: I blew off a social engagement with my least ancient ex that evening....

3 comments:

copperred said...

Least ancient makes it sound like the rest have been mummified. Or at least they make you look 14 and startlingly vivacious.

As to your revelation: It is the despair of hope and the denial of it fighting it out in your head. You know what they saw about winning battles versus wars...

Huntington said...

A freak is someone who, in appearance and/or behavior, is strikingly different from those around him. From my own viewpoint, you fit right in with the general pattern. Hence, not a freak.

The Angry Young Man said...

God, why would you want to be?